Saturday, May 28, 2011

Ikuisuusprojekti

I've been cleaning my room for the whole day as I got today off (they didn't need me at work so.. yay :))
And now that it's finally clean and I need (want) to do something fun before I start studying for the last entrance exam I have to take. I chose to check youtube and here's 2 AMVs/GMVs from there :)

lovers&liars - Nothing Left Here to Burn
VanillaXKuroi
"I hope to hell this is the last time I ever hurt"


Dead By April - What Can I Say (Alternative vers.)
Multifandom (Phantom Of The Opera, Doctor Who, Vampire Knight (Guilty), Liar Game (season 2), MANY Asian dramas & Tangled)
"This is who I am and I'm hurting you"


~Lily

Wednesday, May 25, 2011

Plastic Blue

My interviews (personal and group interview) and entrance exam went well and I was REALLY happy and I think I might even get in! :) (fingers crossed!) And I even got mail (and met 6 girls from my class of 2010-2011 which made me really happy! :) unfortunately Raven didn't make it but I still met X, Pun, S, A, N and N) but still I'm blue once again..
Why?
People don't want to see me or talk with me on the phone anymore. When I usually call to someone the first thing they say when they answer is:
"What is it NOW?" or "What do you want?"
It hurts and even my mom says that some have changed (yes, I talk with my mom once again and this time we talk more than ever before..).

"To me it sounds like she doesn't even want you to go"

and I think she's right.. I nearly threw my phone out of the car window while we were on our way home from Jyväskylä where me and my mom (and probably even my little brother) might move during this year.

And I'm not going to Närcon in Sweden. Yeah, I bought the cheapest convention tickets ever but I'm NOT paying 400€ to get there.

~Lily

Friday, May 20, 2011

Bye Joutseno (& Wales+London)

So.. School is over and this is truly the first time I really wished the year wouldn't have ended.. For the first time I truly enjoyed school. I had the best classmates one could ask for and the best teacher. I'm going to miss everyone. I cried a lot even though I'm not used to it and usually I don't like people to see me crying but as almost everyone else were crying as well I didn't care. I just wish I wouldn't have to end this chapter of my life and start writing another one..
THANK YOU!

~Lily

ps. Lately the school hasn't been the only reason why I've cried..
I FINALLY got to see WICKED the musical in London and LOVED it SO much!!!




Some reasons why I cried:





and my favourite:


(I've listened to the songs for over 4 years and I know almost all of those by heart so.. :) It was about the time to see it! :D)

Thursday, May 19, 2011

I'm Alive..

and back in Finland.. Unfortunately I'm at the dorm and my laptop is at home so I won't be able to add any pictures or have any will or energy to write about the trip (yet).
Just that I was in Helsinki-Vantaa airport around 9.40pm and at the dorms after 1am.. Went to bed around 2pm and woke up 8am thanks to the renovation work almost next to my room (guess who had forgotten all about it!)
I miss Wales and London and I want to go back (but with a smaller group! Thank you!)
So yeah.. School ends tomorrow :<<<<< and work begins.............
Some more text tomorrow, at the moment I'm too tired to write :(

Take care~

~Lily

Sunday, May 15, 2011

Hey.

I'm alive and I've been changing the blog's settings a little bit (more changes when I'm back in Finland). Nothing big has happened (that would have changed my life) I'm just tired.. Hope to write more when I get back! :)

Thursday, May 5, 2011

Reilimatka Skotlantiin ja Englantiin part 7

Vähä yli 48h et oon lentokonees matkalla Lontoosee!!!!!!!!!!!! :DDDD
Ei, en oo yhtää innoissani :)

1.-11.elokuuta 2010

7.elokuuta -10

Meadow hell

Melko normaalien yöunien jälkeen heräsin 9 aikoihin ja tallustin alakertaan pienen lukuhetken jälkeen (Lauren Kate - Fallen). Keskustelin Tracyn kanssa ja päätin olevani aivan liian väsynyt matkustamaan Yorkiin asti kesä lauantaina (York olisi ollut TÄYNNÄ ihmisiä), joten päätin suunnata taas Meadow Helliin tekemään ostoksia (mm. tuliaisia parille kirjekaverille yms.) Pääsin Meadow Hallille noin 2 tuntia heräämisen jälkeen ja lähes juoksin juna-asemalta sisälle ostoskeskukseen, ainoana päämääränä selvittää löytyisikö sieltäkin Paperchase. Omaksi onneksi löysin nimen kauppalistasta ja hihkuin riemusta. Kiertelin aluksi vaatekauppoja, mutta kun kaikki vaikuttivat yhtä täysiltä kuin Suomen joulun jälkeiset alet Itä-Suomessa niin päätin jättää vaate ostokset väliin. Etsiskelin ihanaa laukkua bestikselleni jonka olisin halunnut ostaa (vain £20), mutta eipä sitä enää mistään kaupasta löytynyt. Olisi pitänyt ostaa aiemmin!!! Mukaan tarttui lisää kirjoja, tarroja, postikortteja ja magneetteja ja kaikki tämä ennen Paperchase-taivasta! Paperchasessa vietin varmaan 30 minuuttia (saman kokoinen kauppa kuin "normaalit" Tiimarit Suomessa) ja syliin tarttui vaikka mitä tarroista syömäpuikkoihin ja pinsseihin. Onnellisena lähdin kävelemään ostosten kanssa Mark and Spencer's ruokaosastolle ostamaan smoothie ja jotain muuta makeaa. Soitin ostosten jälkeen Tracylle olevani palaamassa, mutta laiturille päästyäni sain katsella kun juna lähti nenän edestä. Kirosin ja ajattelin että seuraava tulisi varmaan melko pian. Hetken aikatauluja tutkailtuani huomasin, että lauantaisin menee vain yksi juna tunnissa. Kirosin sitä suomeksi, kun suurin osa ihmisistä ympärillä (ainakin toivottavasti) oli brittejä. Lähdin takaisin ostoskeskukseen kiertelemään ja ostin Benille Final Fantasy XIII:n :) Arvatkaa vain kuinka onnellinen Tracy oli kun Ben sai pelin joka ei käsittele sotaa ja Ben taas sai uuden pelin! :D
Loppu päivä meni musiikkia kuunnellen :)

1.-11.elokuuta 2010

8.elokuuta -10

Mexborough

Sunnuntai, viimeinen päivä Mexboroughissa. (näin kaikille tiedoksi vaihdoin aluksi kielen huomaamattani englantiin ja kirjottelin lähes koko osion ennen kuin huomasin "virheen") Päätin viettää rauhallisen "chillax" päivän Tracyn ja Benin kanssa. Naapurin pikkutytötkin tulivat sisälle ja juttelivat kanssani (yksi on facebook kaverinakin :)). Pääsin pelaamaan FFXII:tä ja jäin heti koukkuun (miksen omista PS3:sta???????), kirjottelin postikortteja ihmisille ja luin Lauren Katen Fallenia. Oli ihana päivä ja Tracy kyseli vähän väliä olenko varmasti kunnossa ja käyhän rauhallinen pyjamapäivä minulle. Nauroin ja jouduin useaan otteeseen vakuuttamaan että päivä oli kaivattua vaihtelua ainaiseen matkaamiseen. :)

~Lily

huomenna yritän saada vielä Lontoon päivät kirjoteltua tänne ja sitten study tripin jälkeen lisää (luultavasti kyllä englanniksi) :)

Packing.

Now that's a mission impossible for me. I always try to get as much stuff as I can to as little space as possible. And it doesn't work. I'm sure that I'll break many more packbags thanks to this habit of mine. And what about starting the packing early?
NOOOO!! That won't do!

Does anyone else have the problem that whenever you're packing things you didn't know you had just start to appear?
~Lily

Monday, May 2, 2011

UK in ~5 days & More Than Friends, Less Than Lovers #7

"5 more days and I'll be home"
I got the flight tickets and £90 today and I'm starting to realize that I'll be in UK soon. I'm going to London and Wales!!!! I just CAN'T believe it! The second time within a year!! I still have things to do before that but I don't care!! The last exam will be tomorrow but I don't CARE! :D I'm just way too happy about the trip! ^^ All of the postcards I can buy, the stores and everything! I'm happier than I've been in a while :)
I'll try to keep a diary during the trip and maybe even ask some people to share their opinnions and feelings as well, then write it down in here right after the trip :)
I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS!!!!

And about mr. MoreThanFriendsLessThanLovers.. He feels the same way.. But yeah.. The talk we had right after I woke up after 5 hours of sleep was fun.. I almost cried, laughed like hell and well.. I still can't believe I'm not in a dream..

~Lily

Sunday, May 1, 2011

More Than Friends, Less Than Lovers #6 & Other stuff

I confessed. I really did it. Even though I promised myself I wouldn't do that ever again.
I told him my feelings even though it may mean I lose his friendship now.
Well, it's now or never. I'm having problems in my life so why not do everything that might hurt me now? It's not like I can feel any worse.
I got the courage to confess thanks to Simple Plan's newest single "Jet lag". (Can't wait for their 4th studio album to come out in June!)

And now I'm supposed to write an essay.. Haha! Like it's gonna happen after the cup of coffee I took! I never drink coffee but now I really needed it and I have so much energy thanks to the caffeine! :)
Coffee + confession = no essay. :) Maybe I'll stay up all night since I'm really scared of what he might say (if he even says something). I'll be waiting for him no matter what.

Call me crazy or stupid, I don't care anymore. I have almost nothing to lose so why not?

~Lily

"What time is it where you are?"


"You say good morning
When it's midnight
Going out of my head
Alone in this bed
I wake up to your sunset
It's drivin me mad
I miss you so bad
And my heart heart heart is so jetlagged"