My interviews (personal and group interview) and entrance exam went well and I was REALLY happy and I think I might even get in! :) (fingers crossed!) And I even got mail (and met 6 girls from my class of 2010-2011 which made me really happy! :) unfortunately Raven didn't make it but I still met X, Pun, S, A, N and N) but still I'm blue once again..
People don't want to see me or talk with me on the phone anymore. When I usually call to someone the first thing they say when they answer is:
"What is it NOW?" or "What do you want?"
It hurts and even my mom says that some have changed (yes, I talk with my mom once again and this time we talk more than ever before..).
"To me it sounds like she doesn't even want you to go"
and I think she's right.. I nearly threw my phone out of the car window while we were on our way home from Jyväskylä where me and my mom (and probably even my little brother) might move during this year.
And I'm not going to Närcon in Sweden. Yeah, I bought the cheapest convention tickets ever but I'm NOT paying 400€ to get there.